So, Day One..
Yep, its all on again. Today was day one so I have started on the pill for 3 weeks and then bring on the needles. To be honest I don't know if I am ready to this all over again. I am terrified of the whole process. When I called the clinic this morning to let them know it was day one I started shaking as soon as I heard the all too familiar telephone prompts. I think the last cycle was so so daunting and towards the end when it started getting soul destroying, it really took a chunk out of my strength to deal with this stuff properly.
But yesterday I emptied out what last cycle became the 'IVF drawer' in my nightstand so it's all ready to go for this cycle. There is none of the nervous excitement that was there for our last cycle, but I am deep down glad to be getting on with it again... deeeeeeeep down.
So here we are, Day one of our second cycle of IVF.
Cross your fingers, toes, arms and legs. Lets get it on.
I am feeling the same way. So much hope and confidence on the first round. When that doesn't work you start to believe it never will and the other cycles just feel like a job. I haven't started cycle 2 yet but I know that's the way I'm going to feel.
ReplyDeleteYeah Its a tough one, I am struggling with it at the moment.
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